Do you know why da hell he did dis to me 4?

My ex dumped me about 2 months ago, we were pretty much in love and best friends. Me and him where together ever day then we stop talking and thinks like that.will like three days ago he texts me and said hey how r u doin .and the i say okay just at the sis .Then he said oh cool then we stoped text ing. we have been texting for 5 days now. He has said thing to me that makes me feel like he stills loves me. Then the next 3 weeks go by and i then he tells me that he miss me and that he just wants to be with me and i told i i miss him to . Then friday comes and there is this big party at this gurls moms club will there is charles and my guy friend will i when up to them and said hey guys and they said hey. Will gary want to look for his gf sammy i sat there texting my sis and charles sat next to me and said hey than i said the same. He said you look cute to nite i said thank you then gary and his gf sammy (aka my bbf) can back and then me and sammy were grinding. Then sammy said you know charles still loves you and i said i know we have been talking for like 5 days . Then gary takes sammy and they start grinding then charles an i start grinding and then he kissed me and then we where making out and things like that. Then we when back to sammys 4 the nite then charles satryed to take my top off. I told him to stop and he said you told me that you still love me and you still miss me i said yea and. Then he started to say baby i want to be with you i love you will you plzz be with me and things like that.I said idk then we started to make out more and more and then you kno where goes from...Then on monday at skool ever 1 is looking at me and saying there is the hoe of ohio.....i want up to my friends and asks then why people are sayin that for, they said will charles told ever 1 about wat happen at the party on friday nite . He told ever boy that you r good as hell in bed ,and then i when up to him and asked him if that is 4rell and he said yea ,i said yea you told me that you loved me and he said so all i wanted you 4 was i really did not love you......sooo know i do not go to that school no more and ever day i get on myspace people r adding and sayin g hey baby add me back cuz people r saying u r good in da bed and , girls are adding me and calling me a hoe and **** like that and it is making me feel like a hoe so what do i do to stop this **** is stating to make me want to kill myself.=*(=*(